I Stay In Love

Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive


If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know



We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you


Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now


Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know


We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby

I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Birthdays.. Happy 18th Belinda!

This was taken on my birthday outing with my loved ones.

They made me feel so special on a day I turned a year older.

So, to commemorate Belinda's being fabulous 18, here's the moment to her unwrapping her birthday gift from me right after the clock strike 12 midnight.

Go on girl, that's yours. Cepat buka aku dah tak sabar ni.

Buka kalau elok tak apa lagi, penat I simpul ribbon.

Wait for it, sempat pose, boleh?

Look at her excitement!

A multicolor eyeshadow that I know she secretly wishing on for quite some time.

Hope you like it Belinda Halime.

For my dear sister, being the sleepy head, reserve, careless, and McDonald's Double Cheeseburger, sometimes Triple cheeseburger eating person that you are, I am proud to say, I have a sister that are just perfect and a best friend I know through thick and thin with me.

May Allah bless you, may He protects you from harm and from any bad.

May your dreams come true and may you always have love in your life.

Belinda Muhammad Halime, I love you.

Happy Birthday.

Sugar Rush and everything's sweet.

I was fifteen when it started.

See, I had a thing for fabulous pastries, cakes, cookies and dreamy looking cupcakes.

It all started when my aunt passed me a recipe, of a Famous Amos famous chocolate chip cookies. The one reported to be leaked into the internet. From there I start my bittersweet relationship with baking. I remembered, it was years ago that the first time I baked it into perfection, my instant thought was, I would baked it for my whole class.

This is the undeniably fabulous chocolate chip cookies.

So I did. But it was that someone that were not in my class during highschool, "someone" was from class next door, that baked me tiramisu's in change with my jar full of my perfect macadamia chocolate chip cookies. Well, its lush tiramisu's so its reasonable for me to bake a jar to give in return.

Right, from that lush tiramisu, I got the whole idea of baking cakes. Like real edible fabulous looking cake.

Choc cake perisa terbakar.

Loved.

Vanilla muffins, anyone?

Yummy buttercake.

Too sweet to handle cupcakes.

Despite the monster look, it does taste sensational.

God bless me i'l bake this one day.

In the middle of the night..

Yesterday was a day passed by, effortless, meaningless, and everything-less.

No hype, no excitement, nothing.

Bliana Halime,

Would you ever changed yourself for the better?

Be everything you wanted to be?

Without putting up excuses and blamed people for your own mistake that you yourself would not admit to?

Life is waiting for you out there..

Go!, Shine and let people know who you really are..

You are special, a gem, a diamond. Just waiting to be cut into perfection.

Now no one is going to do it for you.

Success and dream come true do not happen to people who sit still and wishing on it..

So learn, change and be determined.

My chawkia phone at last serve as a chawkia phone!

Well, now I am going to start with a really sad story. Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl who was waiting for her SPM results *very anxiously* had landed The Job that actually hires people her mother's age few months after she finishes her high school. So she began her journey of learning and gaining as much experience, knowledge, commissions, goal treat, bouque's of flowers, secret admirer's, MONEY MONEY and more MONEY and etc. She had a goal in mind, or more like a wish, to replace her stolen phone (which had been stolen in the privacy of her own room, reported to police, got back from suspected-indeed the robber RM500,then belanja pak cik police makan RM20,remaining RM480=blew it on a

Lewre leatherpumps with recommendations from Ms Jessy Man Ay Teng,

ps: thank you so much =pretty good investment)

My very first Sony Ericsson. W880i.

This is the unfortunate phone that got stolen by the

furniture delivery guy back in 2008.

and so, she work her tails off for the first couple of months. She had another wish, or so my manager love to call it a short term SMART goal. of buying a Vaio for herself. a PINK Vaio that she had forever wishing on. But lets put it aside, ( it cost nearly four grand thats why i likely putting it aside at that time).. Then bam!! She bought herself a Samsung F480i to celebrate her first salary, ohh yeah and also a luncheon for her family. Guys, did I tell you the SHE I'm talking about here is me?. Well, I struck GOLD that month. and I think I deserve it.

See, i told you its gold. It looks exactly like the one in the picture above.

Leather gold case limited edition. 5 megapixel and even more a beauty

when the owner's a beautiful girl (hey my time to perasan now,

it is my blog after all, ngeheheh)

Owh yeah, before i forgot, here is the other GOLD that I struck,

A Gold-ish fat cat.

Looooongggg ago on Christmas 2008.

He is 2 years old now.

Back to the story and guess now what happen next, the sad part was, my GOLD phone got stolen at the gym I am working at that time. This time, fate had decided to play around with me a litte bit NOT. like a lot. I got unlucky and the footage of the CCTV we obtained got no angle of my locker. So no suspect, no getting back the phone!!.. Oh God. I am only 18-ish and my phone got stolen twice, missing also twice. Resulting in my dad thinking I just have bad karma when it comes to (expensive) mobile phones. It was the end of 2009.

Thinking of what it got to do with my chowkia phone??.. yes its chow kit and nokia at the same time. Something what looks sturdy as a Nokia, but of quality of a Chow Kit's. again, you guess, WRONG, this time its damaged. BECAUSE ITS A CHOWKIA! (present situation)

So now, I am going to try my luck again or in other words, try my hardest. to get a new phone

since I am mobile phone-less now. I ask for my dad's opinion, on phones, preferably smartphones so i could also online on the go just like my sister with her curve berry.

Well, and what did he recommend? a CDMA Android phone by the

famous makers of broadband modem HUAWEI.

WEI !!!! Sounded chowkia lah papa.. nanti kat facebook

semua orang via Blackberry, via IPhone, tiba tiba nana,

via HUAWEI pula,

tak nak lah, DISLIKE.

Haahh papa, what do you think of this? *wink* now everything with my dad's approval sebab tak nak lawan tauke. eh tak sebab tak nak papa jealous. eh tak juga, sebab nak phone yang sangat value for money. Word Of The Day: VALUE FOR MONEY.

actually it is because papa IS the main sponsors, ( itu dah masuk duit pecah tabung ayam)

Back to Sony Ericsson babyy!!

New Vivaz full touch.

Eh macam nama kereta viva, hopes it does not sucks like the car version.

Everything so 2010 so HD so like astro's football match in HD! me likey.

Drool worthy designed to fit on human palms. and its more on pixels...

A whopping 8 pixels of quality packed in a stylish looking touch phone.

Introducing the newer Vivaz- ,Pro version..

dah macam iklan handphone je bunyi.

Pro lah sangat, this one gain a qwerty keyboard and loses few pixels, 3 pixels to be exact. Nothing much improvisation done, just the qwerty for people's with sweaty palm..

euuwww. i know.

Good thing: Price quite the same.

Bad thing: Reviews says camera sucks BIGTIME. not so HD as expected. If persist, better get the Vivaz touch, no more sound with good quality unless plugged with a really good quality earplug.

Verdicts: Better get a good Nokia or Samsung or better still,

a Blackberry with that kind of price tag.

Feeling : Dissapointed. As I do like the design and the idea of touch and qwerty. Also the fact that it claimed to be a phone with HD videos shooting and 8 megapixel camera..

All I ever wanted.

It does sucks like the car.

Hoping my beloved Sony Ericsson will turn their way around and do a

comeback with a phone of advantages like its Cyber Shot's and Walkman music...

Anyway, moving on now.. hmmm let me think, wait, I did mentioned Samsung right?

The Jet.

This is a loved from the very beginning.. Camera quality: good. Web browsing: good. Downside: running on a not so thrilled Samsung Operating System which is not that user friendly.

It is still however a loved.

Now tell me party peopley...

Siapa yang tak nak Nokia N97...

Saya nak.

Gorgeous. Full packaged. Did i mention pricey ??

Ok lah Miss Everything-gotta-be-perfect-must-value-for-money,

Nokia phone salesperson:Why dont you settled for a mini instead?

Miss Everything-gotta-be-perfect-must-value-for-money: They've got mini's?

With same specifications?? Bring it on!

Perfect.

Stylish and a little bit smaller,

Duhh, it is a MINI after all. and also mini in internal memory. 8Gb only~

But let me remind you, it is a good remodeled *standing ovation* since it does cut cost.

and memory part, totally tutup sebelah mata worthy as it got external slots yeaayy.

Now it's affordable. Remember the word of the day.

Ok walaupun da murah la sangat, it is still expensive.. yes he, Mr Muhammad Halime said,

expensive, with backing reason, mama kau mesti tak bagi punya.. tak nak mama bising.~~

Hmm what other options then,... Cheaper of course.

If my sister afford a Blackberry, i must have afford one too..

She owned a Blackberry Curve.

Proof of her camwhoring with me with her new BB.

It only cost a grand. but camera quality, please see for yourself, the sample I have provided above. Lacking in many ways. Still my beautiful cat looks so fine in the pictures though.

Presenting, the great IPhone 4.

Berangan la nak beli lepas that someone dah duduk US..

Sebab ini sangat cool dan sangat sangat sangatlah mahal.

Well if i can get my hands on this and afford the monthly subscription,

I am more than thankful.

Reality Check

I do not afford it just yet. It is not the time yet *praying*.

My mum's friend, had this for few months now, since he already want to sell it off to his closest friends and family when the girlfriend did not like it.

A Blackberry Storm 2.

the girlfriend did not like it?? Must be the unintuitive touch screen panel. This model however packed on a little more pixels than previous Blackberry-ies. Nak beli mum's friend punya, mungkin afford, new from shop bau kedai price tag, tak mampu.''

This is a winner from HTC. liked the name also, WILDFIRE.

I like the fact that it look so cool, like a Blackberry. That it got all the oh-so-cool-waaa-so-high-tech wow factor.. everything from pinch to zoom touch to a leap view to camera of 5 megapixel..

and you were so itching to ask? what's with 5 megapixel..

Hey, I need it to provide you with nice looking pictures to see.. right?

Then here comes into the picture again Mr. Muhammad Halime, saying he got some goods he would let me know of.. which is below..

This is what claims to be an LG. *paused for a moment of thought* Shouldnt LG be long-very slim chocolate looking or candy colouring phone?

Heran bin Ajaib. -credits to Mr Muhammad Halime.

Yang ini pula..

Sumpah cantik. Sumpah nak.

Lets just see what I will finally decide on and settled with ok.