Not So Purple Raya.

Reason for my delayed post would be laziness and procrastination.

Ok looking back at previous Raya, I can say I  am really happy that I got to celebrate Aidilfitri with the presence of each and every one of my family members. Since my family is big, we had to travel back to quite a number of kampung and relative house to visit everyone.

As usual, each year,  our first stop would be Beserah in Kuantan, Pahang to visit my aunties, uncles and relatives there. It was a heartwarming get-together, as everyone would not missed the jamuan malam raya and the dishes were prepared together in a kawah. Best part is that the kawah rendang, kuah kacang, gulai daging was the best out of every houses I've been to.

Gosh how I missed the food and the good time. Ok now moving on, biasalah bila raya mesti ada baju raya. So mum decided we should all wear green, or in this case, try to wear green. Righhhttt turns out the only one wearing green throughout raya is yours truly and no one else.. 

First day of raya semua sedondon berwarna hijau dedaunan segar pucuk pisang apple

 hijau pucuk paku semua lah.

They were so sweet together. Masa ni je. and Tasya were wearing lipstick.

Seorang sesat tak pakai warna hijau.

Even our grandma are looking radiant in green.

Beraya di Kuantan cuma sampai pagi raya pertama sahaja dan menjadi kebiasaan, right after sembahyang raya, off we went coming down back to Kuala Lumpur to visit both my grandma in Taman Maluri and my grandparents in Keramat.

Hani and family.

Openhouse Raya for family only. 

The boys will be as usual, makan guitar dengan playstation. 

Orang lain makan laksa, ketupat, cake semua, diaorg leka main.

From left: Pak Cu, Auntie Fiza, Nenek Halimah, Auntie Ti, Auntie Shakila and Auntie Sofi. Aunts and uncle from my dad's side.

Atok Bashah and my aunt from my mum's side.

Also celebrating auntie Sofi's birthday.

Brother, boyfriend and sister.

Told ya they look uggggggghhhh so good in purple.

Kecuali saya. Sob sobs.

Jendela Cintaku.

Awan hitam menutupi cahaya suria

Menyuramkan hari yang ceria

Menantikan kamu.

Dimana kau satu-satunya cintaku damba

Takkan ada jiwa yang seindah

Sepertinya kamu.

Kutahu kau juga boleh merasakannya

Kutahu kau dan aku tercipta untuk bersama.

Takkan lelah ku menunggumu

Tak terpadam cintaku dihujani waktu

Biar ribut melanda menghentikan langkahku

Setiaku menunggu hadirmu

di Jendela Cintaku.

Meski ada jiwa-jiwa yang enggan percaya

Setia meragui cinta kita

Oh biarkan saja.

Seandainya mereka boleh merasakannya

Oh pastinya kau dan aku kini telah pun bersama.

Takkan lelah ku menunggumu

Tak terpadam cintaku dihujani waktu

Biar ribut melanda menghentikan langkahku

Setiaku menunggu hadir mu

di Jendela Cintaku.

Takkan lelah ku menunggumu

Tak terpadam cintaku dihujani waktu

Biar ribut melanda menghentikan langkahku

Setiaku menunggu hadir mu

di Jendela Cintaku.

with credits to scriptwriter/songwriter Naim Razak.

The Sexy Tourist

Must watch atau dalam bahasa Melayunya mesti tonton
 *da macam ad trailer kat wayang da bunyi*

anyways, yes it is sexy, matter of fact, it is the highest degree of sexy as it
is sizzling withthe hottest actors on the planet.. lets scream for the hunky
Johnny Depp and sultry Angelina Jolie.

Hottest stilettos by Ferragamo and dresses by renowned couturier.

Perfect.

Sebenarnya, tak plan pun nak tengok sebab tak banyak hype 

dan cerita dia pada kasarnya nampak bland. But like a good friend said
(good friend happens to be a movie junkie with a hands on movie experience), 

"Cant go wrong with a movie with Johnny Depp in it.." yang sememangnya
sangat betul *hands down*the storyline was great, unexpectable yet engaging.

Not forgetting the 'je ne sais quoi' of Jolie and Depp's acting yang
selamba dan eclectic. I fall in love, I was enjoying myself the whole duration
of the movie.  Sangat memuaskan hati bila dapat tengok movie
yang mana cerita dia sangat tak tersangkakan.

Seriously its a must watch movie.

This below was my favorite scene.

There is however other things that catch my eyes scene after scene, of course
Jolie's amazing wardrobe.  I can't help to notice that a lot of Jolie's dresses
 were at least French cuts or Italian inspired as the set of the movie took place
 in the most beautiful city, Venice, or in Italy, Venezia.

This is the first look that I believe channeled her persona
very well at the beginning of the movie.

OMG  nude heels itu sangat to die for. Here I like how her scarf
works to accentuate her waist.  Dress polos dan champagne colored
suede gloves, gorgeous.

I paling suka white dress and red lips look ni, so classic.

Boleh ke Angelina Jolie pakai ni *eh bolehlah, angie kan hot*

the remake of Audrey Hepburn's reigning white dress, WHITE okay

(go google it, she's not just remembered for her iconic little black dress)

but in sexy black.. It is just so beautiful.

and this, hmmmhh tarik nafas mengaku sememangnya Angelina Jolie
merupakanperempuan paling bertuah bukan hanya sebab bibir voluptious,
badan kerengga and hubby yang pernah sexy once upon a time,

she also got to makeout with Johnny Depp!

Ish da la kau gila crushing kat Johnny Depp since kau Darjah 6.

Dem he's hot.

I Stay In Love

Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive


If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know



We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you


Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now


Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know


We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby

I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Birthdays.. Happy 18th Belinda!

This was taken on my birthday outing with my loved ones.

They made me feel so special on a day I turned a year older.

So, to commemorate Belinda's being fabulous 18, here's the moment to her unwrapping her birthday gift from me right after the clock strike 12 midnight.

Go on girl, that's yours. Cepat buka aku dah tak sabar ni.

Buka kalau elok tak apa lagi, penat I simpul ribbon.

Wait for it, sempat pose, boleh?

Look at her excitement!

A multicolor eyeshadow that I know she secretly wishing on for quite some time.

Hope you like it Belinda Halime.

For my dear sister, being the sleepy head, reserve, careless, and McDonald's Double Cheeseburger, sometimes Triple cheeseburger eating person that you are, I am proud to say, I have a sister that are just perfect and a best friend I know through thick and thin with me.

May Allah bless you, may He protects you from harm and from any bad.

May your dreams come true and may you always have love in your life.

Belinda Muhammad Halime, I love you.

Happy Birthday.

Sugar Rush and everything's sweet.

I was fifteen when it started.

See, I had a thing for fabulous pastries, cakes, cookies and dreamy looking cupcakes.

It all started when my aunt passed me a recipe, of a Famous Amos famous chocolate chip cookies. The one reported to be leaked into the internet. From there I start my bittersweet relationship with baking. I remembered, it was years ago that the first time I baked it into perfection, my instant thought was, I would baked it for my whole class.

This is the undeniably fabulous chocolate chip cookies.

So I did. But it was that someone that were not in my class during highschool, "someone" was from class next door, that baked me tiramisu's in change with my jar full of my perfect macadamia chocolate chip cookies. Well, its lush tiramisu's so its reasonable for me to bake a jar to give in return.

Right, from that lush tiramisu, I got the whole idea of baking cakes. Like real edible fabulous looking cake.

Choc cake perisa terbakar.

Loved.

Vanilla muffins, anyone?

Yummy buttercake.

Too sweet to handle cupcakes.

Despite the monster look, it does taste sensational.

God bless me i'l bake this one day.

In the middle of the night..

Yesterday was a day passed by, effortless, meaningless, and everything-less.

No hype, no excitement, nothing.

Bliana Halime,

Would you ever changed yourself for the better?

Be everything you wanted to be?

Without putting up excuses and blamed people for your own mistake that you yourself would not admit to?

Life is waiting for you out there..

Go!, Shine and let people know who you really are..

You are special, a gem, a diamond. Just waiting to be cut into perfection.

Now no one is going to do it for you.

Success and dream come true do not happen to people who sit still and wishing on it..

So learn, change and be determined.